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Bloody

I smell it Its driving me insane And yet I knew it was mine Just by opening my eyes
But it was like paint Against the walls
And on the ceiling
Permanent and still the scent stays strong
What is this circle? A painful memory
It hurts and now the dripping Drip Drip Drip I hear And as it gets louder
My mind begins to race Pumping what little blood I have left even faster Darkness engulfs my insanity I shriek and then silence
As I pull myself up from the sheets I am ok and I check myself It was tomorrow

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the letter 1dearest to me believe
for this is to be my purest day do not leave me for this i am giving all to you let this be the day that i give to you my everything always be true
dearest to me I lift my heart on this day I want no gifts no presents just you with my purity not one without you
dearest to me
without you i am tainted
and to whom i love
it was you the letter 1
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the flow of nightmareI have dreamed my dream and it hurt to dream again all the nightmares always seem to seep in slowly i doupt myself Going with the tide Just like everyone wants me to Just to watch everything pass me by I couldnt ask for anything better
to flow and die with a current that is constent it is "the way" even if i dont want it it has already been decided for me the heardest thing to do is fight the easiest is to run away when neither is an option
I still never want to stand and watch I just want to live I dont want to run
And I dont want what ma the flow of nightmare
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wanting wastingThis year the snow didn't fall. I wished and i wanted but still it never came. Everything slowly falls apart during this one winter night. Where in just a phone call Christmas never came. I must have been naughty this year trying to make a quick jest. Only to soften the blow this snow less winter had brought. Hopefully next year will heal and bring pure snow to my heart.But i must admit snow without its purity is worse than no snow at all. For my next yeah i want no birthday i want no events just for the snow to pour purely and grant me just one wish .Come back to me my pure one for with you there is no snow. I will wait for you always.Merry wanting wasting
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your guardianThrough the fire we walk Though we burn our bodies Salvation is always there to give light to my darkness Filling my cup and pushing my tainted body
I know no fear
For the shadow will never swallow
To me my commrade
My companion
If you trust me I will be your tourch and light your way through thick and thin For I have become your light your guardian
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Strong new years wishes

Fri Dec 26, 2008, 4:47 PM

This year for the new years coming up i have a few surprises and a few tough decisions but i will remain strong and i will write my feelings away in the next few months i have no idea how things will turn out but i hope only that my best is all i can give to those around me and the people who are close to me. So with more determination in my eyes i wish everyone a happy New Years.

a few goals to note:
1)stop smoking

2)Minimize or stop completely drinking

3)Write a little more for its been a while

4)Share my feelings a little more (I'm not heartless but i usually keep to myself)

5)Listen to problems a bit more for those close to me

6) No speeding ticket this year (2-2 in last two years) lol luckily they where small ones

there are more but those are personal

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Current Residence: texas
Interests: girls,writing,POETRY
Favourite movie: ghost ship
Favourite band or musician: ummmm too many
Favourite genre of music: anything but country
Favourite poet or writer: Edgar allen poe
Operating System: vista (bad)
MP3 player of choice: any
Wallpaper of choice: black
Skin of choice: um im asiakin
Favourite game: dunno too many choices
Favourite gaming platform: X-BOX!!!
Favourite cartoon character: Troa Barton and Kenshin!!
Personal Quote: Live it artisticly
Tools of the Trade: the sword, the knife, The pencil and paper, and of course the mind